SnApShOtS!!....

Traveling back to the flashes of life!...my last day at my “alma mater” I remember. Unlike other students, that day I was the happiest person existing on this earth, not very aware of the adieu paid,….or shall I say I was not in senses….as usual…Lost in my own world. A nerd who was happy to get more time to study and focus on the big chase (you know …the big chase 2008)

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Rest I all consider, to be a history….history , not glorious or what…but a history…a history of mental ups…..and academical downs…..and downs!

Anyways…Almost a year and a half since then …..today, getting back to senses, I really miss those fights those fellows,….those chants of laughter in d terrace, the crystal eyes of mates…….each with a different plot of future!.....That routine monotonous life of past,today seems sooo divine…..so pure….n sooo free….as if spirit of a social being….unchains itself to dive…deeper into the sea of reason…

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much water has run under the bridge since then……a bridge lying still, firm, witnessing the running water, the slipping tym…..the bridge of my existence….my being… those two little feet have been grounded so deep somewhere in the roots of kumaoun…that even the most furious typhoon from the deepest of skies cant root it out!...

It drags me…..to the air of laughter…where every mind was so pure……every being was so kind…….

The world still is same, the same people, the same existence….….but somewhere we have changed….the relations …and the identities. And no surprise, new world, new plot, and a new look towards life….a changed face….a changed persona……

Wherever I go whatever I do in my life….i’ll carry shackles of my past with my identity….

Those walks to remember, that love that tender…..when teachers were more of preachers…and we….the disciples!...honestly…the tide of time swept the innocence….the innocence which simply lost in learning the norms of society….

I can now measure the pros and cons…..may be I can read the wit of people…the double meaning of their twisted talks….but lost is that fearless sight, that dived deep into eyes of people….firm, care free…..with a strong belief….”all are good as god”…….

The drift in time can change surroundings….but it surely can't change me…..i was born to set free……to live my part of social life….to share sorrows….to be a a part of laughter,to do my share of work,to shoulder my responsibilities.but not to sacrifice my existence.I don need a soulmate to solve my virtue……a soul is enough to be its mate…..for eternity!

NEVER SAY DIE

yes......"never say die" is d first thing m gonna write about.....
wat i personaaly feel.....sorry believe......
ppl say dreams never cum true......i truly suppot dat......"dreams never come true"...but how do u define a dream.....is it some thing going on mind while sleep....or dat day dreaming stuff....which eats up a young innovative brain.....or an utopian scheme wid no base.....
yes.....if dis way u define a dream()....den it wont ever come true....
but when dreams r practical....logical.....n laid on a sound foundation of determination......dey turn to aims........n aims r born to be achieved..........remember dat....."we shall overcome one day"....
so i concluded......dat if dis is wats a dream
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den its not every one cup of tea to even dream dear!!!........
u need guts!......guts to be against d odds.......to stand alone .......
to take d road less travelled.....
world says dreamers r aimless ppl.....good for nothing....
but do dey knw"nothing happens but first a dream".......
yes i say......darers r diferent.......ppl wid a big identity.......
how many in dis world have guts to kick d adverse situation of lyf??????????.....how many stick to their plans even after facing a gud range of ups n downs.......how many don follow d suit set up by society norms n follow dere own aspirations ......wat dere mind says......how many shed their tears in dark...but still fyt wide awake in light for a new opportunity.........
one amongts a million...!!!!!!or may be even less.....
y not every person in dis world is born wid guts......
more than 1/2 of dis worlds sleeps wid a shattered dream somewhere in ad core of heart.......
1/4 of it dies in finding flaws in dem....their personality, their mistakes.....n their circumstances....dey r born to cut a sorry figure........
n rest r happy wid wat dey have.............sorry dey r not so (happy).....but accept wat dey r served.....coz dey think...dats wat waz 2 be happened........

u fail coz.....u lacked somewhere....u fail again coz u still were not up to d mark......u fail.....agian...n again again........but d biggest achievement in lyf iss.....dat u still stick to it n keep trying......stand up each time u fall.......
ha.....
today in dis mordern, practical n fast world(though m a part of it)......crowd cant shoot for its own aspirations......a desire dey once had......dey say.....life is fast....n dey have to move on......
if u can really move on widout something.....i bet u never had a desire for it even........open ur arms wide into d sky..........who says it doesnt belong to u.......
i literally hate d ppl who change their ways.....dey don had a heart to face d adversities.......
escapitsts dey r.........
y not to give ur subconcious a chance......why not dive deeper into d sky????.........
every one is special......have d guts to face d world.....or die wid a bud of aspiration...which coudnt evr blossom...........!!!!!!............choice is urs!